Fucked Up Family

I haven't blogged in a while because we had a death, actually two deaths in one accident, in the family. My great aunt and my second cousin were killed by a drunk driver.

(I really hope none of my family comes across this blog. Beth isn't my real name, I won't use my real name because I want this place to be totally mine, without having to worry about hurting someones feelings.)

So, my second cousin, I'll just call her my cousin from this point on, she and her sister are the surviving family memebers of the deceased. They just lost their mother and their brother, in a horrible accident.

My FUCKED UP family just loves to start shit, and is totally cold hearted. One of my other great aunts (I'll call her Grinch) was selling the deceased aunt (I'll call her Sugar, because she was so sweet) property and a really fucked up trailer. Grinch told my cousin (I'll call her Darling), the day after the accident, not even 24 fucking hours after her brother and mother were killed, that when she (Darling) got the insurance money she needed to go ahead and give her (Grinch) $16000 to pay off the property. NOT EVEN 24 HOURS after the fucking accident!

We went out there and packed up Sugar's stuff because people were already pilfering through it and taking what they wanted. I'd never been to her house before. Actually, nobody but Grinch had been there. She always made excuses to keep people from coming over. This house was fucked! Grinch is a SLUM LORD! I wouldn't piss in that bitches ear if her brain were on fire after looking at this house that she was making her sister pay for! The floor was falling through, the blocks the house was sitting on were shifting, and there is no telling how much longer before they just fell over. IT is horrible, I don't even have words to describe it!

Then, Sugar's sisters all wanted to see her, you know, view her. They also wanted to take PICTURES! Darling told them no pictures, and that it probably wouldn't be a good idea if anyone saw her because she hit her head in the car accident and it wasn't the way Sugar would have wanted to be remembered. The sisters actually started raising a stink, and started shit today at the viewing (private, only for close family members). LIKE, started arguing with Darling and others about taking pictures. One of Sugar's sisters was actually going to try and sneak a camera in so she could take some pictures. The funeral directors had to make everyone leave their purses outside, and take their jackets off. That's just fucked up!

And, Darling hasn't gotten the insurance money yet, and some of my great aunts are LOADED. I'M SERIOUS, LOADED Y'ALL! Darling had to come up with $1000 cash for the plot, and another $3000 for my second cousin's creamation. NOBODY but my grandmother helped with the cost, and my grandmother is on a fixed income. (I did what I could, I gave them each $100.) Darling is a single mother of 3, strugling to survive, and her and my grandmother on a fixed income had to figure out how to shit out $4000 up front so the arrangements could be made. And then these other bitches had the nerve to start shit at the funeral home!

AAAAAAAAH! It was ALL I could do not to bust those bitches faces open!

My family is so fucked up! Most of them don't deserve to breathe the same air I do!

I just hope nobody starts any shit tomorrow at the funeral. I might end up in jail for assault charges if they do. It isn't the time or the place to start harassing people for insurance money, or "I wanted to have a say in the casket" or "Why wansn't I invloved in the decision making" or "She's my sister, I'll take pictures of her if I want to" SICK FUCKERS!