I am going so incredibly stir crazy right now! It's like I'm in this fucked up rut and I don't want to get myself out of it. I sit at home and read or watch tv all the time now, since the husband went out of town.
I did go out last night, but I didn't enjoy myself as much as I would have liked.
I've been married for so long it's like I don't know how to converse with new people anymore. I used to be so social and always on the go. Since the "I do's" we just do boring married things. Hang out and watch movies, or TV, and never go out.
I feel like I've lost myself, and I don't know how to get myself back. He's gone, I should be able to go out and have fun, and not feel bad because he's sitting at home alone. Because he isn't.
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beth
go out.
you don't HAVE to have fun but you NEED to go out.
Portnoy - I went out today and enjoyed myself! It was nice. I spent the day with my aunt and we just walked all over town. It was nice to not be cooped up in this house all alone (with the puppies).
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